1-Branches:Bones.flac

still can make out pieces with the opening sewed shut yeah parts of me are slowing down and time is speeding up spiders crawling everywhere infected Japanese you can tell all your friends you’re just a tourist but you can’t understand what they’ve planned until you try to leave feels like i've been here before feels like i've been here before feels like i've been here before feels like i've been here before well i don't know anymore and i don't care anymore feels like i've been here before feels like i've been here before feels like i've been here before feels like i've been here before feels like i've been here before cold and black and infinite with nothing left to lose glassy bending flexible if you try to keep the flies away the makeup hides the bruise why are you here right now? i don't think you're supposed to be reading this her branches are the bones that break become a perfect line and no he won’t be just a man who’s Sometimes

he won't be just a man who's Sometimes

feels like i've been here before well i don't know anymore and i don't care anymore
i think i recognize
yes i have been here before yes i have been here before yes i have been here before yes i have been here before yeah i don't care anymore yeah don’t give a fuck anymore and i don't care anymore one way or another but the way things have a way finding order 
almost everything of you yes i have been here before yes i guess thought i was my proven false in false in one all of you but the way actual events a way of finding mattered what i thought of finding order almost of you i guess have a way of comfort in the past events but the way like I’ve been here the past not the but the 
way i of Im rotting so slowly that it's Like pulling teeth, so slowly that it's I know I am wire but the wires get ripped from from the inside out especially her so much eye holes cant stop itching i see Im doing bad I don’t care please go away from here please all of you i past not the actual like I’ve been here in one way or myself has proven false guess things have please go please please please yes i have been here before yes i have been here b 

2-Dear World,.flac

yes, everyone seems to be asleep

hey look, you didn't even notice
you couldn't eventell
just when it started happ
ening maybe just as well
afterall everything is gettingunfamiliarnow
trajectory in decline
and webecome obsolete 
a frame ata time

i'm locked inside here
i have to stay
with people who aren't here
all the way
pictures and faces
on display
people who aren't here
all the way

  And you didn't 
   even notice
You didn't even 
      notice
       You didn't even 
notice
        You didn't even 
notice
You 
didn't even notice
      You didn't even notice
You 
didn't 
even 
notice
You didn't 
even 
        notice
          You didn't 
      even notice
(you were missing)

[left channel]
dear world, i can hardly recognize 
you anymore
and yet i remain certain
thereis an answerin you
i feel like i have lived solong sometimes 
run out of things to try to do
i can't concentrate mywayout
what about..?

[right channel]
I am leaving because I can’t recognize who i have been
You go on spoiling
Hey look it's happening
without me you didn't even notice
Of course it’s been happening all along
permanent intervals As you become obsolete whoareyou?
oh this place...
i can’t concentrate
Ibegin to gothrough another of that we havebeen.  
(I have been entirely patient
but i know i can't trust myself with this again)
nono 
not this time

i'm locked inside here i have to staywith people who aren't here
all the way
picturesand faces
on display
people who aren't here
all the way

yes, everyone seems to be 
asleep

3-She’s Gone Away.flac *

you dig in places til your fingers bleed
she spreads herself wide open to let the insects in
spread the infection where you spill your seed
she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she’s been
i can't remember what she came here for
i can't remember much of anything anymore 






she's gone she's gone she's gone away






a little mouth opened up inside
yeah i was watching on the day she died
we keep licking while the skin turns black
cut along the length (but you can't get the feeling back)





she's gone she's gone she's gone away







are you still here?

4-The Idea of You.flac

maybe that was somebody else
maybe i was somebody else
I am sorry (for what it’s worth) if that means anything anymore.  I think there’s something just wrong with me
i have been wondering
when did you know?  you know, really know?
no no no no no i don’t think that’s going to happen here
you missed all that on the way out
and remember 
i don’t want to remember anymore
maybe i was somebody else?
just go back to the idea of me
go back to the idea of me

none of this is happening

WAIT
WAKE
BREATHE
BELIEVE
HEY 
YOU TELL YOURSELF

oh and
If I start to tell you anything please don’t pay attention.  That’s not really me in there.  I would never do that.
just go back to the idea of me
go back to that idea 
can you even hear me over here?
can’t you feel it happening?
everything absorbing liquid twitching forming something terrible
the sores are gone 
and you can hardly tell now but
that was someone else who isn’t here anymore

none of this is happening

hey,
can you hear?
it gets so lonely in here

5-Burning Bright (Field on Fire).flac

i’m going back
of course i am
as if i ever had a choice
back to what i always knew i was 
on the inside
back to what i really am
look at this pathetic place i made
with little bits of sticks and hair and anything i found along the way
and tell yourself you know
you’re not really what you know you are
you know?
of course you do
i think i may have even listened to you i think i may have even listened to you
at the height of my demise

break through the surface and breathe

i am forgiven
i am free
i am a field on fire
i am forgiven
i am free
i am a field on fire

and oh my god i have missed you
it has been so long
i am stronger than i have ever been in my decline
for now i know i know for certain
shedding any 
burn motherfucker 
carry the carcass and throw it on 
pull up a chair and watch
the flies come roaring out
and will surround the entire world
and blacken out the skies and every last one of you
like a plague of locusts
like an exit 
like an end
like the end

i am forgiven
i am free
i am a field on fire
i am forgiven
i am free
i am a field on fire

it's getting hard to know which side is the dream
i can't tell if i am dreaming anymore
i can't tell if i am dreaming anymore
i can't tell if i am dreaming anymore
i can't tell if i am dreaming anymore

*: originally subject to a mojibake bug, rendered as 3-SheÔÇÖs Gone Away.flac

(2017-07-21)