focus? we didn't even notice we awake in a place we can barely recognize yeah hypnosis and you can justify it all your back was up against the wall again (shut up) silence add a little violence and offend and pretend and defend and demand my compliance and you can always justify the missile trails across the sky again so what are you waiting for? you got what you asked for did it fix what was wrong with you? are you less than? go and look what you gone done welcome oblivion did it fix what was wrong with you? are you less than? needful too many fucking people you'll have to take care of yourselves (you know i've got my hands full) and you can always justify the missile trails across the sky again so what are you waiting for? you got what you asked for did it fix what was wrong with you? are you less than? go and look what you gone done come on welcome oblivion did it fix what was wrong inside? are you less than?
[part one] (i can hear you breathing) i’ve slipped out of time again leaving all of you behind and i’m free to return to the place where i already am and have always been if i just really looked and allowed myself to see coliseum calling with its night that could last forever breathing moments the confusion is seducing me warm perfect flowing wide his eyes summer hypnotize they see inside of me hot swollen skin want me take me perfect embrace black and bloody rotten and perfect the center has moved on and all that’s left is free finally finally everyone seems to be asleep but me into the arms of the lovers you can take me take me take all that’s left i am free finally combined and perfect finally [part two] oh i see you floating there how could i ever hope to forget always rearranging these words are a lie a mirror reflecting in a mirror of a lie a light shines still always shadows in every word beneath black eaves please don’t leave me here i could stop it maybe i could stop it (if i wanted to) but i’m not the one driving anymore i know who i am but i know who i am right? into the arms of the lovers you can take me take me take all that’s left i am free finally combined and perfect finally
and if you see my friend i thought i would again a single thin straight line i thought we had more time carry me carry me home
surprise i must have let it get in started to turn into somebody else yeah i found myself believing time my feet are nailed to the floor i always thought we would get there somehow i always thought there'd be more well not anymore well not anymore well not anymore mouth taped shut crippled and frozen with fear that maybe happens to somebody else no that doesn't happen round here i won’t forget i know who i am no matter what i know who i am and what i’m doing this for well not anymore well not anymore well not anymore and i can’t seem to wake up
you left me here what am i supposed to do? i never dared to look inside just like you told me to i'm going into you again and i know you saw it too i’m going to keep myself awake i know what’s coming i feel it reaching thru there is no moving past there is no better place there is no future point in time we will not get away the world is bleeding out it folds itself in two behind the background world is always bleeding thru are you sure this is what you want? as hard as you try not to see it
?? (2017-07-25)